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| Holy crap, haven't signed on to xanga in a million years. They revamped it a bit didn't they?
Anyhoo...
Just wanted to rant about my past two crummy days..well more like two and a half. But I watched "The Ex" before and I think that made me less angry. I think that's why I love comedies so much (well besides the fact that you don't need any brain power), it can make a crappy day into a slightly happier day.
Well, back to the movie: I don't really like Amanda Peet, but I liked her in this movie. I thought she looked good and she didn't annoy me =P I loved Zach Braff (I felt for his character and felt his reactions were real..mainly cuz I was making the same reactions as well. Like: seriously, a "yes ball?") and Jason Bateman (he's the character whom you love to hate in this movie..such a jerk!)
hmm what other movies have I watched lately..
ooh I finally saw "Breakfast at Tiffany's" and honestly I'm a little disappointed. I especially didn't appreciate the Asian character that was played. I mean I know back then that's how most Asian roles were played out. But it still angered me to watch this man have buck teeth and obviously had no common sense (he had a low hanging lamp right above his bed!) Plus, I'm not too sure I liked Audrey Hepburn's character...I dunno maybe I just expected too much out of the film and built myself up to be disappointed.
Oh and I watched "Fantastic 4" I didn't think I would like it, but I actually really enjoyed it! I'm not a hardcore fan of the comic, so I guess my judgment isn't as harsh, but hey it was set out to entertain me, and entertain me it did =P
I also watched "The Producers" I have to remember NOT to watch movies that are based on live musicals or watch them with really low expectations. Matthew Broderick is adorable though so that made watching it more bearable =P
And OMG I finally watch "Borat" but along with my dad. Do you know how awkward it was to sit through that naked tackling scene?! NOT "Ve-li Niice-ah"
Anyway...got work in the morning so..adios! until another 5 years haha or just until the next time I internet =P
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| I'm stressed. I was stressed out a few days ago..breaking out and everything, I wanted to cry so badly to release the tension, but NOTHING. I figured pms was a contributing factor, but now that's it's passed and I had one stress free day, I'm back to being stressed.
Sprint is giving me problems, saying that I'm not qualified for the rebates I sent in, and then it said that the rebates I was inquiring about doesn't exist. OMG I can't believe the bs they're serving me.
Friendships could be good, but also could be stressful. Sometimes when ppl piss you off, you really have to wonder is it you, your attitude, your mind set or seriously - you're not crazy and there is something wrong with THEM
I rearranged my room - all by my 107lb scrawny self. Freaked my mom out, but she had every right to; I think I pulled something haha =P I love my new set up. Made me happy all last week..well until the stress kicked in haha
I was looking through my old floppy disks, trying to find out what files I had on it. Besides the boring school work, I came across a saved chatroom session I had with my friends in HS. It was so great, it instantly brought me back to junior year. I'd forgotten that we used to have chatroom sessions. We used to all be so silly. It's nice to be surrounded by ppl who get you, get your jokes, get how you are, know what to do/say to cheer you up. It's sad to know that I didn't realize how lucky I was back then at 16. But I'm glad I was lucky enough to have had such great memories for me to fall back on.
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| I'm supposed to be getting ready for bed...but very quickly:
Sex and the City - The Movie.. can't wait! I have a feeling it would be a disappointment..but whatever..I still wanna watch it. =P
Oh and they're currently filming He's Just Not That Into You... so excited! Jennifer Aniston and Drew Barrymore are part of the cast =) I loved the book..so I'm a little afraid that the movie might ruin it for me..but considering how the book was written, I'm a little curious as to how they developed it into a movie.
I woke up laughing this morning haha I had such a silly dream.. it was like a slap stick comedy sketch. I've woken up crying once..it was such a surreal feeling. I was terrified that my dream actually made me cry in real life but I was amazing that the emotion was that strong.
Ooh I finally saw Step Up. I loved it! I don't know why I resisted watching it when it first came out. Now I can't wait for part 2
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| Sometimes I realize that I have changed, not necessarily for the better or worse...but I'm just different....from say how I was in college or high school. The typical question to ask is "where do you see yourself in 5 years?" I've never realized how much 5 years can do. I wonder if people change every 4-5 years. In high school, I felt I knew who I was, my character traits, my likes and dislikes..I felt for the most part content with myself. I find it strange that at the age of 16-17 I thought I knew everything there was to know about myself and yet at the age of 23 I'm confused as hell. I don't know what I truly like or dislike anymore.. some things just linger in the " i dunno" or the whatever" category.
I sometimes wish that I had the confidence I had when I was in HS. Maybe I am that same loud little girl but as I got older, I've become more aware of my surroundings and I have let it affect who I am today.
Well, don't get me wrong, I don't truly wish I could go back and be 17 again. I enjoy being in my 20s, I think one of the perks is that I'm more "mature" (haha...riighhttt) well maybe wise would be the better word... like I'm learning how to take a situation gone bad and try to learn from it; figure out if there was anything I could've done to improve the situation (meaning, was I completely at fault or was the other person just an ass?! haha)
I think I'm learning to be more honest with myself and with others. But the problem with complete honesty is that the truth can sometimes hurt.. Finding ways to ease the weight of truth is not always an easy task.
I think one of my flaws is that I tend to care too much about others.. like they need my help or advice..but really they're fine and maybe I'm the one who needs the help cuz I'm trying to busy myself with their problems rather than face my own... Does life get easier after 20s?! oye
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| Remember when I mentioned about the Cover Girls playing at Element, but I decided not to go cuz I couldn't think of anyone in their right mind to go with me =P Anyway, turns out that my friend had tickets!! I think his cousin gave them to him? And oddly enough he thought of taking me (cuz I live in the city). Haha..but he thought the group name was Cover Ups haha Too bad the call didn't go through, cuz I think it would've been interesting...oh well I suppose huh? =P I went bowling a few days ago...I forgot how much fun it can be..well of course it's more fun when I bowl more than my 60 average..haha I bowled a 95 and 113 that night! WooHoo..No turkey though! I'm glad we decided to stick with the plan and bowl...I think the more time you spend with people, the more you learn about them..whether it be good or bad. I think it helps to build bonds easier too..I think there's just something about teams and supporting each other..and friendly competition =P haha I just borrowed some cds from the library..it's crazy how some people have NO respect for things that aren't theirs. I was looking through the album..leafets? (is that what they're called?) and people ripped out the middle and just left the cover. I mean c'mon if you want the lyrics that bad, search for them online or if you really like the pics scan them or something! Or..just buy the cd! ( I mean, I know people prob don't have the money to purchase it, which is why they're borrowing it in the first place...but c'mon be respectful.) Some days I find myself still angry, but I think about the other factors and I feel a little better about things...and almost find myself laughing.What I'm learning is that life really doesn't always happen the way you plan it to. It can deviate off course and that either could be good or bad at the time. But something I'm also learning is that, even if it seems bad in the beginning..it won't stay that way forever (unless you make it stay that way). Things change and people can surprise you. Friendships can flourish where you least expect them to. I wish I could understand why I'm angry and hope that one day I can finally let the anger go. I think I haven't driven myself to insanity because I have gained friends that understand how I feel and agree with me, not because they are my friends, but because they "are human (with feelings) too." ..it's so bad...I wanna go on vacation..AGAIN haha this past year has been like a vacation.. =X hmm...does someone wanna volunteer to take me anywhere for my bday? haha jk =P Speaking of which, I gotta decide how I want to celebrate...CELLLEBRATE GOOD TIMES, C'MON!... haha when do I not break out into song? =P I wanna go to a Kelly Clarkson concert! I'm like in love with her now...well I'm not HUGE fan..but I think she's awesome..too bad tickets are like $80 for the crappy seats..and $200 for the good ones..plus I wouldn't want to go alone..so that's a chunck of dough right there...BOO!! >=l Maybe I'll just buy her album and just rock out in my own room =P | | |
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